A wretched heart, in the dark decay, dominate forever...

If you only knew
I'm hanging by a thread
The web I spin for you
If you only knew
I'd sacrifice my beating
Heart before I lose you
I still hold onto the letters
You returned
I swear I've lived and learned

It's 4:03 and I can't sleep
Without you next to me I
Toss and turn like the sea
If I drown tonight, bring me
Back to life
Breathe your breath in me
The only thing that I still believe
In is you, if you only knew

If you only knew
How many times I counted
All the words that went wrong
If you only knew
How I refuse to let you go,
Even when you're gone
I don't regret any days I
Spent, nights we shared,
Or letters that I sent

It's 4:03 and I can't sleep
Without you next to me I
Toss and turn like the sea
If I drown tonight, bring me
Back to life
Breathe your breath in me
The only thing that I still believe
In is you, if you only knew

I miss you...

THE KITTIES ARE MASSAGING EACH OTHER! They think they're people!

Comment below and I will tell you which of your characters that I've played against are my favorites and why I love them.

Okay getting my shit organized is always so much fun. But I'm trying here really I am!

Okay need to get my crackitup together. Amelia is so in limbo right now IDK what's going on so I thinks I need to get on emailings. Liam as well needs to post and plot.

Is unforgiven still on board to come back to life? Millicent and Roger really do need to raise a kidlet together and I need my Jamie Bamber fix.

darkestdays is doing well. I am of course overloading myself with characters but I can't help wanting to revive old char's that I loved. One more and I'm done. I swear. HOWEVER PEOPLE LOOKING TO MIX THINGS UP! LOOK AT THIS AWESOME WANTED CHARACTERS LIST Ahem. That is all. Well actually no, Kostya kstya really wants a sister but that could be a touchy one to play. Conor omearac really wants his right hand man and uhm... yeah

Ariana is set to really really miss Aberforth which will undoubtedly be bad for anyone in her remote vicinity at lockewood. Anyone want to play an Albus? Or a Gellert? IT'D BE FANTASTICAL!

( Boys,Boys,Boys )
( Ladies,Ladies,Ladies )

- Hi, I'm Megan. Or Meg. I will answer to either.

- I am at the moment single, after having recently ended an engagement to a man I was seeing for two years.

- I work full time, and normally attend classes at my university. At the moment, I'm not enrolled, because my uncle was diagnosed with Parkinson's Disease, and the fam needs extra help.

- I am over twenty, and will not play with anyone, who is not of legal age.

- I do journal role playing only. I don't have time for AIM.

- Straight forward people are awesome. Honest people. I hate ooc character drama creeping into play. So, use rping for what it's for, an escape. Leave all the bs behind you.

- I reside in Texas, which lands me in the central time zone.

- Being bisexual, I have no issue playing hetero, or gay story lines. Boy on Boy, does nothing for me, but I'll try anything once.

- Too much fluff in a story line makes me want to shoot myself. I love dark, and twisted stuff. I do like fun stuff, but there needs to be a good mix of it, otherwise I'll lose interest.

- Guys, or girls, I like them both. I play both. At the moment, I have more male characters. That may change with time, who knows.

- PB's for myself, I'm pretty picky about. I have to like them, otherwise it won't work. Playing against a PB, if the character is a good one, I can look past the face I may not be crazy about.

- I'm not planning on joining any group communities. RULES SUCK!

Holy crap. I did it again. So many threads, so little time. I am on my three days off which are mostly theoretical because I have to get up early for bullshit stuff. The one I'm most pissed off about is tomorrow for police call. I mean, come on, put it in the afternoon or something. Today was another brief which was the same topic which was, "Closing? Y/N?" I kinda wished I asked my question about Massachusetts because I kinda don't want the lovelies going there. Call me selfish. Besides, radicals in a college atmosphere is never a good thing. I've been to college and college students like to think they're game for anything as long as it makes them seem rebellious and making a difference, "Hey, let's stick it to the man. Go blow up yourself." "OKAY! :DDDD It's like the tanks in Tiannamen Square but more TO THE MAN!" You put someone highly manipulative and someone who was trained to manipulate like that. *shiver* Radicals often target students for the very reason that they want to make a difference and you can spin anything to make it seem that way. I just hope people have better sense than that. Of course, none of the lovelies will touch American soil unless they go to trial. Amherst probably just want to look progressive and/or feel like they're doing some good even though there are laws prohibiting them to go right now.

I love how insanely active Genkan is and I sort of wish we didn't have a limit of four characters. I mean, Ming is kind of quiet. I need to get her out a bit more I think.

I also need to finish Maisie and I'm excited for steam punk game

OH RIGHT the actual purpose of this post is, Christmas/Holidays/whatever you wanna call it. Who wants a card from me? Or Gitmo merchandise? XD Or something else? Either e-mail me your address or whatever and I will send the love. I also love and need love down in this Lost Island (because that is basically what this place is) so if you have the urge to send a card or something, contact me and I will gives you my address. :D

How did I miss that it was Tyler Perry in Star Trek the first time around? LOVES IT.

Back to watching.